deja vu

a few nights ago, i had a dream, or shall i say, a nightmare, which is a more appropriate term. in this dream, i was driving dad's hilander along an unfamiliar road. at the time of this dream, my driver's license has already expired, and i know that in the dream, i was thinking about my expired license too. i kept assuring myself in the dream that nothing bad will happen, it was just a short drive (wherever the heck i was going).


while driving, i heard dad and eric (or was that dad and hun?) saying, "naku, kakayanin ba niya yan?". it didn't seem that they were in the car with me, they were in fact, in another car, so i dismissed their conversation and just kept driving, when suddenly, i felt metal crunching under the car. i could hear my dad and eric groan, and I kept thinking to myself, I didn't see anything, what the heck was that???

when i alighted from the vehicle, i was shocked to see a tricycle driver, dead, with his leg (sorry, gory, this is just what i saw in my dream) sliced off. was that my fault??? in the dream, it seemed that it was indeed. i went to my dad for comfort, and he said that it's going to be okay.

and then i woke up. whew.

i just remembered this dream because last night, as i was driving, i heard the sound of crunching metal again as i was turning! ack!!!! and i didn't see what that thing was i run over... but my friends ai, pj, and hun said that it's okay, it was nothing. well then, okay. i know for a fact that i didn't run over a person so that was enough for me. stupid me, i didn't check the tires when we parked. i just realized now that i should have checked if there was any damage. eek. :-/